So the new layout is finally up, and I’m really liking this one. There’s still a few kinks to be worked out, of course, and I might change a couple things here and there. Please let me know what you think of the new design.

I spent my vacation mostly just lazing around. I was rather disappointed in myself, considering all of the goals I set out for myself this past week. I didn’t even accomplish one. Which makes me inwardly reflect and I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m just… horrible with goals and “to-do” lists and tasks outside of work. Once work is over, it’s like that part of my brain shuts down and commands me to DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING until it’s time to return to work. I hate it. I really, really hate it because I’ve always prided myself on being task oriented and being someone who could just bust out and get things done. It seems that I’m not like that anymore. I’m going to try to be… I just wish I had something that would really motivate me.

I found out last night that I’m getting my inheritance next week. I was kind of confused as to why… I was under the impression that you only receive inheritance when someone has passed on, but apparently not. As sad as taking this money makes me, I’m extremely grateful. I can’t help but feel that this is the cosmos’ way of giving me a gentle boot to the ass to take care of and get my business in order. I’m going to be able to pay off several of my debts, get new glasses and invest in a gym membership. Which… is a huge breath of fresh air. A lifted weight.

David and I might be moving again. -_- This time, right out of town, into the boonies. I’m not really thrilled about it, considering it would take me out of my comfort zone completely… I really don’t want to do it. I hate moving. I always promised myself that if David and I did ever move again, it would be into our own roommate free house. I don’t want to say ‘no’ until I’ve actually seen the house… but my guts are telling me that this isn’t the time. Especially to out there. I moved into town to get away from the isolation… I’m not ready to move back into it.

So I’m late getting to bed, so I’ll wrap this up by leaving you with some brain food:

So, I’ve been really bad at keeping up with this blog. I’ve been really sick lately, and with that and work, I have pretty much been a vegetable. I am happy though, that this flu or cold or whatever it is, seems to be on its last legs. I just can’t shake the cough, and the nasty phlegm as a result of it. DayQuil helps a bit, but it seems to worsen once it wears off. Thankfully, my vacation is coming up in less than a week and I can focus on getting better for real, without work getting in the way.

Work has been getting better. I just… decided one night that I wasn’t going to let people and their stupid shit get to me anymore. Once I came to that decision, my productivity has gone up and I feel better. Hope has been trying to drag me into things, but I’ve just kind of let it go in one ear and out the other. Of course, work related issues I still go to Mike or Brandon with. Brandon seems to be most receptive and he’s good for either dealing with it right away or relaying it to Mike. I can honestly say that for the first time in… well, forever, I’m content at work. Of course, that being said, I’ve probably jinxed myself and shit will hit the fan. LOL.

I’m hoping to get some work done on the site in the next couple days… I know I always say that, but I always get distracted and this time, I’m going to keep those distractions to a minimum if possible. I’m going to have the house to myself, and I’ll make sure to be loaded up with goodies and SKR and just git-r-done. I’m excited. In the meantime, though, I did change the featured video in the goodies section. I’ve been meaning to do that for a while.

Off to get ready for work.