I just had to share that with everyone.

Lately I just… have been leaving the computer alone. A couple of projects I really wanted to start… well, I didn’t get approval for the go-ahead, so I’ve been a little bummed about that. I’ve got my fingers crossed for one more project… hopefully it comes through. I’ve been in such a funk as of late, with all that’s going on.. I wish I had the desire to get my life back in order. Since I lost my job at the end of February, I’ve been kind of just… floating around. I haven’t really have any motivation, or drive to do anything whatsoever. It’s horrible, and I wish I could get out of it.

So, I’ve decided, to get out of my funk, I’m going to actually force myself to do things. So on Wednesday, before my sister comes over, I’m going up to the employment services to do my resume, and then to the government building to apply for medical. After that, I’m going to pop over to the mall and collect some applications to fill out. I’m going to appeal to Zellers, which was one of my first jobs ages and ages ago, to work graveyards. I’m up all night anyways, right, so why not? And they’re always looking for graveyard workers. :? Hopefully my job search goes better than my previous ones.

Something else that I’m hoping will get me out of my funk… I have a tattoo appointment on the 30th, which I’m super excited about. I haven’t decided what I’m going to get yet… I’m thinking the top part of my sleeve, maybe something on my forearm. I’m trying to look up designs, and hopefully I’ll decide on something I like.