A large barrel of gratitude to Angelica, Nicki and Kristi for their comments on my previous post. It made me feel much better, so thank you. :)

To cheer myself up, I bought some new nail polish and did my nails:

Hallowe'en!

I figured I’d have fun with Hallowe’en colours. Next time I might try black and white… who knows. LOL. 8) Click image for larger version.

Things are still rather unpleasant around my humble abode. I’m not sure exactly what I’m doing anymore, so I’ve just been keeping to myself. Soon after I posted my poem on Facebook, Vanessa messaged me on MSN saying that she never told me that she didn’t want to talk. Which… made me seethe a bit inside, because that’s exactly what she said. She then went on to say that she missed me, but she was confused about everything that went on/is going on now and she didn’t know what to do. I said my piece, and since that conversation, she hasn’t spoken to me again. So I’m going to assume that things are back to the way they were previously. I’m not going to shed any tears about it though, because I’m trying to look on the brights ide of things… as dank and dark as they may be.

I passed my first stage of interviews at Walmart, so I’m pretty excited about that. My second interview is on the 26th, and hopefully that will be the last round. Hopefully I get this job, because if I do, it means a full time night crew spot, with benefits. If I get benefits, I’ll be able to get new glasses and my cavities filled. Which… will be a super bonus because my teeth are starting to really ache. I just… really hope that this works out. Working more means getting out and exercising more, which means I’ll start losing weight faster. It also means that I’ll actually be getting out of the house. As much as I’ll miss sitting around and sleeping in as late as I like… I prefer having structure in my life.

Also, I’m going to be going to the Slipknot concert in Vancouver with my friend Adam in the beginning of October. I haven’t seen him in three years, so it’s going to be… certainly different. It will also be the second time I’ve seen Slipknot (I saw them on the Subliminal Verses tour for my 17th birthday, with Unearth and Killswitch Engage), which is awesome… they certainly do give you your moneys worth. :)

I’m working on a new template… I’m having some CSS issues, but hopefully I’ll be able to work those out later on. I’m going to try and run it through a validator and see if that helps. I’m also going to try and get some content going on… updated information for this and that. Hopefully. LOL.

  1. Shaina September 16, 2009, 2:04 pm

    Hey girl. I’m so sorry to hear that you’re going through such a hard time right now. Just focus on the good things and wait for the happiness that always comes back around. I’m a big believer in karma, so I see good things ahead for you because you deserve them. :)

    On a side note, I absolutely love those nails. Great way to celebrate the coming of fall too (the orange polish), yet another reason to be happy. ^_^

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