My life is feeling a bit chaotic right at this moment, I’m unsure how to begin, LOL. 
I passed my evaluations at work with flying colours. I was actually surprised, because I’m apparently doing much better than I thought. Jason told me that I was actually in the higher areas of the spectrum, and he appreciated me being on the team because I was one of the only employees who listened to directions, did what I was told and actually worked instead of socialized. He said that he noticed my absence when I wasn’t working, and that I was one of his “go-to gals.” My only demerit was that I’m too quiet. Which made me internally roll my eyes, because at almost every job that I’ve ever had, that’s always been a point of contention. I’m not worried about it, but it kind of burned me a bit. I’m a quiet person, and on my breaks I’d rather read then engage in loud, vulgar, useless conversations with my co-workers. I don’t see why that’s a problem. I’d rather just get my work done and go home than stand around, chat and accomplish nothing. Ah well. That little point aside, it was good for my ego to feel appreciated. I needed a good boost.
My cat Elizabeth Bathory is pregnant. Which… I’m confused as to when that occurred. The father is either the stray that keeps breaking into my house (he broke through the window – I’ve named him Nathan Explosion because that’s who he reminds me of), or my little baby boy Lucifer. Though… I’m hoping it’s Lucifer, because if it isn’t… Mr. Nathan Explosion will have fathered three litters of kittens in my neighbourhood that I know of, and I have a kitten from each of the previous litters. After the kittens are born, Kaylie is going to help me to pay for having Elizabeth Bathory, Lucifer and Pickles fixed. Pickles isn’t old enough yet, but by the time we get through the first two, he should be. I’ve been speaking to friends, and I have homes already for three of them. I don’t think that my girl is going to have many babies. I’m waiting patiently for them to arrive… I’m excited. 
And you know… I really can’t help but be excited. I love cats. However… I feel awful, because I should have taken better precautions to prevent this situation. It was something I should have taken care of a long time ago, and I’ve given myself a good mental flogging over it. I know the friends that I’ve spoken to will provide good homes for the kittens.
Lately I’ve been listening to a lot of music that I used to be into when I was in early high school, just out of random boredom, and I must say that my favourite rediscovery is silverchair. I was a huge fan of these guys when I was younger, especially after Neon Ballroom came out. This is one of my favourite songs from that album:
I still even know all of the words.
Aww, kittens!
I’d be excited too! My cats will never have babies. I’ve made sure they can’t because I don’t have any room for more cats.
Silverchair is a great band, Neon Ballroom a great album and Ana’s Song a great song. Oh and the video is awesome as well!
I’m still into Silverchair but only their early stuff. Ana’s Song is my favourite song by them.
Yeah, seriously — WTF was up with the mention of you being too ‘quiet’?!
Does he think you’re a fourth grader or something …? Like, is your ‘class participation’ unsatisfactory? Jeez … What was even the point of telling you that? o_O;
Maybe he just felt that he was laying on the compliments too thick, and he needed something to balance it out, so he just grabbed at that?
And aww, I’m not sure I agree with the whole concept of getting pets ‘fixed’. I know it’s to stop the factor of having a litter of kittens/puppies that you have to find a home for later on and all, but bleh … It just seems so mean, y’know?! Not to mention painful … YEOUCH! o__o;
Ugh, plus it fucking reminds me of my old boss at a previous job … She lived near me, and one day at work she goes, in this really pleasant tone, ‘Do you look after a black cat with no tail …?’
And I go, ‘Yes! That’s Labyrinth, he mostly belongs to me and my family, ’cause we feed him and —’
At this point, she inerupts me with this fucking psychotic look on her face and goes, ‘WELL YOU SHOULD FUCKING GET HIM FIXED, BECAUSE HE WAS AROUND MY PLACE YESTERDAY MESSING WITH MY FEMALE CATS!!!’
And I’m just standing there, dumbfounded for a few moments. ‘Um, but I was going to say, he’s not 100% percent ours, as he likes to wander around the city … And anyway, that wouldn’t be up to me, he’s more myparents cat than mine. I think you should talk to my parents about that if you’re worried.’
And then I start walking away from her, knowing I ‘won’, as she was always intimidated by my mother, LOL.
And she’s literally yelling across the store at me, ‘DON’T YOU BRING YOUR MOTHER INTO THIS, THIS WAS ABOUT YOU. YOU’RE A GIRL!!!’
I literally laughed out loud over my shoulder at that, and kept walking, as I had no clue what she meant. Even now, I can only guess that she meant to say, ‘You’re not a little girl, don’t bring your mother into this’, or something. IDK. She fired me not long after that exchange, ((Along with several others, ’til she finally got so butthurt over my retorts that she took the cuntish way out by giving me the boot,)) And then had to quit herself due to ‘personal issues’ … Which, as another employee told me later on, actually meant literal ‘mental issues’. No surprise there, as I always knew she was fucking insane.
She’s never worked anywhere else after that, haha.
Anyway, just wanted to share that, LOL. Hopefully you found it entertaining.
Hello darling! Long time, no talk.
Congratulations on your evaluation! I think it’s pretty…screwed up that you got points knocked off for being too quiet. How is that ever a bad thing..? I got a 93% on my 3-month evaluation. My point loss was for call-ins, which I knew was coming. I can barely make myself go there anymore.. rawr. Im applying elsewhere this week, if not tomorrow.
Yay for kitties! I love little kittens. Not crazy about cats but love kittens..
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Hope life gets a little less-chaotic!