So, I’m a little late, but I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and got everything they wanted. My Christmas was pretty quiet… I worked Christmas Eve, my dad picked me up in the morning, and we unwrapped presents before I promptly passed out on the couch downstairs from exhaustion. I woke up in time for dinner, but I went back to sleep soon after that.

I’m so rested now… it feels really good. Unfortunately I have to go back to work tonight. I’ve really been hating my job lately, seeing as how my boss has been taking his frustrations out on us and being a huge asshole. He actually came into the lunch room during break a couple of days ago, and told us all that our “work ethic was bullshit” and we were all a bunch of lazy, good-for-nothing slackers. Yeah, as if that would galvanize me to try and work harder? Yeah right. I was so angry I almost walked out. I was like… frothing at the mouth angry. It’s only thing to be rude, but it’s a completely different thing to paint us all with the same brush. If it doesn’t get better now that the holiday rush is over… I will be transferring to day shift, and that will be the end of that.

Thank you to everyone who commented on the new layout – I really appreciate it. I’m actually really proud of this one, because I actually did this one with little to no help. All the problems, I actually figured them out myself. Which I am taking as a good sign that my coding abilities, and my understanding of WordPress, are getting better. To all who were wondering, the group of men featured in this layout is the Polish black metal band Behemoth, who I have taken quite a shine too. The photo is from their photoshoot for their newest album, Evangelion, and the lyrics are from that album’s first single, “Ov Fire And The Void.” If you have a moment, you should really look that song up… the music video is amazing.

I was glancing at my schedule for next week, and it looks like I am not scheduled to work on Monday, along with my usual two days. I’m really happy about this, because it will give me a chance to catch up on my housework, as well as ample time to get some work done on this site. My goal is to have my poetry site up (at least the main page), both my Filth clique and my Black Bird fanlisting re-done with new layouts and content (and I need to get some affiliation for those to spread the word) and some of the content up for the content section of this site. Excited? Very much so. I think I finally have some of my creative juices back.


“Meet Me On The Equinox” by Death Cab For Cutie -the theme song for the New Moon movie. I’m kind of iffy about it. It’s growing on me every time I listen to it, but I don’t think it can compare to Paramore’s “Decode.” I don’t know. Time will tell.

So, I’ve decided that I’m going to stick with WordPress. I was fiddling with the code on the template I had made previously, the one that was supposed to go up instead of this one… and by removing one line of code, it actually started to look like I wanted it to. So I’m going to fiddle with it some more… see if I can get it presentable enough to put up. As far as projects go… the Black Bird fanlisting is done and open. If you’re a fan of the series, please join. I would really appreciate it. There’s still a lot to be done on it, but the basic skeleton is there. I’ll add the meaty bits later on.

So, I start work tonight at midnight. I’m extremely apprehensive. I had my orientation yesterday, and it went surprisingly well. I have to remember to review my associate handbook and get all of my payroll and whatnot filled out before I get picked up tonight. Not to mention my bus fare for getting home. I’m not sure when the bus comes… if I can’t find my schedule I’ll just walk home. It’s a long walk, but I could use the exercise. Knowing my luck, I’d be sitting and waiting at the bus stop for a bajillion hours, like when I worked at Zellers. I’m pretty confident that everything is going to go smoothly… my managers are wonderful and they don’t make me nervous. Usually my bosses make me nervous, but not this time around. Which I’m taking to be a good sign.

My face is still really swollen from my piercing. :( I think when Sarah gets up to go to school, I’m going to sneak out and watch Cold Case Files with an ice pack on my face. Ugh. :(